It is strange for me that people should stall when given too many options. I even see this behavior in myself; I can see it happening, know what it is, an still not have the wisdom to make my self make something happen. It's weird.
And so I believe that there are natural/karmic mechanisms built in to reality which, among other things, deliminate our choices. Now this function of reality is, possibly, infinitely adjustable, and I would advise against manipulating reality, as kind of a general rule. (And we all know to some degree that we can't help it, communication is itself, necessarily, manipulation,) But the take home lesson at the end of the day is that we can live a happy life, with intelligence (as opposed to ignorance) but whether for better or worser, you have to let life/God/the Universe/everything do to you what it's going to do. We are the material, the world is the forge. And none get to decide who they will ultimately become, however, you can fight it. That's the irony of free will, I believe. That in order for us to be 'I's, in order for us to be able to say, "I am", we are necessarily an anomaly of a great system of interworking cogs and gizmos we call reality. That our being is both the problem and the solution to reality whose ultimate purpose we are necessarily unable to judge due to having nothing else to compare it to. That our being is an upset to an otherwise perfect system for which the solution actually negates everything, from anything, back into nothing.
And I tell you, ask why or how again and see what happens. Necessarily, our thoughts and our minds are a part of the equation. And in my opinion, a very significant part of the equation. Your thoughts, right now, are important, nay, necessary, for the Universe to exist. And if you can manage to tune your thoughts and behaviors to the rhythm of the Universe you will become a witness to some very awesome things. You will be able to experience them even! You can touch it, play with it, like it, and love it! And that is the way it is supposed to be, but also, we are supposed to be anomalies. Glitches in the perfect system, and I believe that is how God experiences us (as a reflection of Gods self). And this is why I believe that miracles are not only possible but are imminent! Because God does not want to make us (as reflections of God's self) experience anything more than what God could handle as God's self. And so the equation is being solved by our existence, this is how God experiences God's self, how God grows/evolves/matures, or whatever. I mean, all we can do is make associations between this, that, and the other thing, but I've been asking people for all my life this one question. "Don't you think that there's more going on around us than we are aware of?" Everyone can agree on that, kinda sorta. And so then here! is an unedited taste of my life from yesterday. It's dirty, it doesn't make me look good, I am certain I'm not a good role model via this one video experience of mine. But I believe that you will be able to witness, somehow, with me, an experience of a person coming to understand what I have just written above. And so to read this, to ponder and think, compare and contrast, your own life with these mere words and then to SEE that very same thing happening (albeit in a gross and mean sort of way) you, YOU will be ever closer to experiencing life in the same way that I do. And this is important to me because necessarily your actions, You, Your very thoughts! are affecting me and they are affecting me in a very negative way. It is important to me that you understand that your very thoughts are poisoning a mere mortal such as myself but that there is a way to solve these human problems we have and it happens in a controlled, letting go. Idk, just watch, no worries, no nothing. Just watch.