This is a posting of my thoughts on a friend of a friend's Facebook page. Reshared thoughts? Recycled energy.
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Here's something that's been challenging my perspective for a number of years. I have variations on how to take this but this, I think, is my final answer.
Very different people will all of a sudden start telling me the same thing. Or they will refer to something that I was very recently thinking about in a very specific manner. Consider this, if you believe in God, or some form of conscious higher power, you likely believe in "angels". Well if these angels are able to "hear" our thoughts or interpret our behaviors/actions somehow then they could also possibly affect them. I believe these guardians guide us in ways in tune with our desires and promote our overall well being and in turn they harvest our emotional energies as their food. Well, whatever about all that, I think that it's possible for these entities to nudge us/our reality/dimension in ways that cause us to do things or say specific things to one another in such ways that they are more meaningful or more dramatic or more energetic and therefore more productive for them. That being said, I'm a smart guy, I have a very long attention span and I notice patterns that occur and stop occuring over spans of days, weeks, months and such. So long as EVERYONE IS NOT LYING TO ME and I'm not some sort of freak that can't connect to some sort of group consciousness (as long as you are like me and have no conscious connection to group human consciousness) or as long as this is not some sort of matrix training simulation preparing me for my "real" life after this life, or as long as this reality isn't some sort of solipsistic hallucination echo chamber (patent pending on that one), and so long as I'm not a part of some sort of Truman Show type scenario where everyone knows just about everything that I do and tries their best not to let on that everyone is watching me live my life... Considering all of those other possibilities are False, I believe with nearly 100% certainty that there are higher forces working in and of our lives, there is a God (of some sort), we are not nearly in as much control as we think we are, and that's a good thing so WE SHOULD RELAX AND TRY to enjoy our lives quite a bit more. Happy energy is far more rewarding than Scary, Angry, or Sad energy. Note: This is different than the government watching/following me conspiracy theory I have. Different situations, different people, and all that. However, on that note, I have learned a new word based on this theory. Pronoia ... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pronoia_(psychology) and then i donated $3 or about a half hour of my time to wikipedia. cool I have been wrong before, many a time, but at this point in history I believe we are in the calm before the storm. then the saying goes, when it rains it pours. so..multiple natural disasters at once, food chain/food production problems, possibly rioting, definitely more theft (my car was went through last week for the first time in 9 years), so.. for us i think mental preparation is going to have to be enough bc i know we are all struggling. but if/when this happens it's going to be the moment we've all been waiting for. when the common enemy is simply the disaster, we can put our differences aside, and build bridges into new minds. it's important to know that this is what we want to do when this happens because if/when we are all get on the same page we'll be able to make group decisions much easier, and when every thing is wrecked, everyone should be able to agree that any kind of better for anyone will be every kind of good for everyone. YOUR SUCCESS IS MY SUCCESS. this is an old saying but it has always been true.
(This was originally a post onto Facebook group, Political Scream I now have a 20 hour work week at KFC, THANK GOD. The ironic part is that I've forever been bitching about needing 40 hours/week in order to live and pay bills but let's just say that a stable work situation in which I grind my life away for a piece of the American Dream, retirement, and some golden years is a ship that has sailed and will never return. In fact, that American Dream has faded for most, retirement is a thing of the past, and the fact that our seniors can't enjoy their golden years after grinding away for their whole lives is a GOD DAMN CRIME.
I'm serious, it's that same way how throwing away food is a crime. One life is a precious and priceless thing, our lives are measured in moments of time, and we work most of that time away under the promise that "later" we will be taken care of and everything will be better. And I've seen that promise broken for so many people now I can't but to believe that any Incorporated entity of business is, in fact, a demonic force. Think about it, what is a demon? A disembodied entity which only prioritizes its own desires, sometimes possessing the bodies of people in order to do achieve these desires, causing strife and harm for its own gain and amusement, and eventually either killing its host or leaving it damaged, forced to fend for itself. A company is a disembodied entity which only prioritizes its own financial gain, sometimes forcing people to do things they know are wrong or don't want to do, and eventually lays off those people who don't just quit looking for something less taxing or monotonous, leaving people to fend for themselves. Anyway, at this point you either get it or not, agree or not, but the purpose of this post is more for me than for you. I have more of the time I've been needing in order to work on my "side projects" and now that I've been working for some time I'm back in the habit of being busy and I can't let myself slide into a free fall of free time once again. I have A LOT of good ideas but none of these ideas are prioritized or organized by time or necessary investment. In fact, I have people waiting in anticipation as to what I'm going to do because they are receiving my ideas as though through a strobe light and while they light the colors and can see the good in them they are in no way shape or form translatable into a complete picture. That’s my job, and I haven’t been doing a very good job of it. And frankly I don’t even know how all this is supposed to fit together yet, I just know that it does and that it will work out. Of course there will be trial and error but the path from here to where I want us to be is a line on a graph with an exponential curve UP that I can definitely see becoming a reality. In the end will it be enough to save my self, my friends and family, my people, Springfield, Missouri, the States, North America, and/or The World? I don’t know. But I do know that we must try and so long as we do that we will be spared a more terrible fate. And get this, we will have fun doing it. So every journey begins with a single step, what is that step? The highest priority on my list at this moment is income, I don’t have enough. And working my life away at KFC isn’t going to fix that, not even with a raise and more hours, so how much am I talking about and where is it going to come from? I need, at the very least, $1000 per month in order to pay my rent, bills, and medicines and that is a status quo wage. There are small changes I can make in my routines and habits in order to stretch that a little further but it’ll never be enough to graduate my income. So what is the first step to graduating my income? Passive income would be the easiest to maintain with small amounts of time. Youtube, Amazon link referrals, Google AdSense ad revenue. I think those are my three best bets. Then a thing occurred to me, the credit score for "my" 501(c)3 corporation will/may be separate from my own. Huzzah! Out of time. More later, maybe. Need more journaling. I have to make this quick because I've got many things I want to do and some things I need to do.
The dream was pretty long and fairly detailed but I'll stick to the highlights. Well, the first dream I remember was some stupid cat feeder bowl that was too small and adjustable in a bizarre way so that you could put food and water into the two sides. Then there was a part of this dream which was a commercial where a person poured flavor powder over the food, and the water too, I think. Then there was a part where kitten heads were on top of rocks or crushed paper bags and the commercial said something about the fake kitties coming but then once they got to the bowl they became real kitties again and everything was better. The second dream was the more interesting one. This one was about some sort of mixed race of aliens coming to Earth in order to colonize. First we faced them with Starwars like space ships but there were too many of them coming in from hyperspace. Their spaceships had many neon blue lights on them and their space suits were lighted neon blue too. Then the dream switches back down to one of the last bastions on Earth where the survivors and refugees are planning their last stand. There were mech suits and guns but not enough to go around to all the survivors, not that the weapons would be very useful to civilians. Right before the onslaught I realized that there really was no plan other than to shoot till the last person and I realized that there were big oil, or gas structures and my idea was to place our defenses so in order to fall back to these bombs and then to retreat behind them so that we could detonate them on our pursuers. The aliens came; I remember seeing many different non-humans but I believe some of them were actually on our side. There were these gorillas and bear people who were taking on the first wave of aliens who were using some sort of teleportation to get in close. The non-human Earth defenders were able to use their strength against these smaller aliens in order to crush and destroy them more effectively than the guns or slow mechs could have. Then the plan went somewhat awrie and the oncoming forces were directing themselves more towards the civilians to the left and away from the gas structures to their right, or the north. Everyone was trying to retreat in the planned direction but the aliens overran everyone too fast. At this point the aliens were using some sort of technology to turn humans into various worker alien types and one of the humans resisted such to the effect that a small number of prisoners were able to flee away to underground bunkers which were previously lined with explosive charges at the entrances so that these gravel and dirt tunnels would collapse around the survivors and hopefully hide them from the aliens' final search and capture crews. And this million dollar idea that Randi and I came up with is this. It is a 3 in 1 battery backup for micro USB phones and devices, bluetooth speaker, and wireless bluetooth earbuds. The earbuds plug in to charge and when plugged in may be the treble or somehow project sound via the shape of the speaker around it so that the speaker could have a fuller range of bass and treble. I imagine this thing to be portable and just larger than a 12oz pop can. Maybe like the size of a 24oz soda or beer can. Also, since the prices of decent quality of these things is usually around $15 apeice if this 3 in 1 were around $33 dollars it would be a good deal too! So yes, it's very early in the morning and I have nothing but nonsense on my mind. The idea goes like this. I think it would be a good idea to make a chunk of gold in the shape of this little guy and to place it in an out of the way place with a field of view, but hilly, and maybe with a creek or some other kind of natural features around it and put it on display, probably for a fee so people could come and look at it and even touch i., Hell, hit it with their hands, maybe try to bite off a chunk with their teeth. Film that shit and put it streaming online but let that be free and just try to earn ad revenue from the views and people watching it. Give it a couple good shots too, let people see it shine and tempt. Especially tempt them.
That's the real point of this fiasco. You're putting $9,661,237.50 worth of gold out in the open air, to weather, and be seen, in the shape of something that is difficult, but not impossible, to move because you want to draw the interest of people who think they could get away with stealing it. The strategy in mind here is to create a scenario in which you intentionally leave a supposed vulnerability for bad guys, users, or opportunists to try and take advantage so that you can draw an attack from the darkness into the light where you can then put it down and neutralize it under your own conditions. (Incidentally this reminds me that this very thing is one of Trump's better qualities. He's drawing out crowds of ... interesting people, but all people of a certain kind. What you do with those people idk, but I have a feeling that there is a supernatural plan afoot about all that political nonsense). So you have this cube out in the open and you would obviously want to fortify around it but I'm thinking you want to leave open the possibility of an aerial take-off with it as well. That, unfortunately, necessitates stocking ground to air defense mechanisms but all the expense of the defense of this object can easily be written off as training exercises. From domestic communications of people who may try building a drone to fly in and take off with it, to local ground surveillance for suspicious vehicular movement, to weeding out the idiot nut jobs who think they can sneak a peek with their toy drones, potential hostage situations, and so on and so forth. I know that a ridiculous amount of money must be getting spent on defense training of all sorts anyway. So this whole setup would be a kind of training ground where serious personnel would have real resources for any scenario which could take place. I believe that defense spending is a necessary evil while there are still dictators and warlords in the world who have grown up knowing nothing but violence and exploitation. And doing this on our own home turf would give anyone with half a brain the knowledge and security that their government has everything under control. Because if it seems plausible to a person that such a huge piece of valuable gold could be stolen but they themselves can go to this facility and get a small demonstration of the tension and the vigilance of the good guys, our police and federal security forces of all kinds, I believe people would pay to see that and it would bring a little peace of mind to us as well. So I'm laying awake again and I'm imaging what I will tell someone who asks me why I've had so many jobs. I have a couple analogies that will help you decide if I can work for you.
Ok, let's say you want me to fix cars. But all the tools are in a gigantic pile in the basement with no light and there's a rule that I can only use one tool at a time, so, if I come back up with the wrong size socket wrench you call me stupid because I should have known what size to get before I went down there, I can't work for you. Or there's plenty of work to get done but I can only do half of it each week because the work hours need to be split between 10 other people who don't give a shit and so I have to find another job halfway across town that I have to ride a bus to because they expect me to be there on time and that job has plenty of work to get done but I can only do half of it each week, I can't work for you. Or lets say I've been working for you for 6 months and I've proven over and over and over again that I can show up on time, and get the work done, and be nice about it but you want to bring in this other guy from a different company and have me train him how to be my boss, I can't work for you. Or let's say I'm selling your stuff and I can see exactly what you are paying for it and I can see exactly what they are paying for it and I can subtract your expenses and see you living in three different houses with ten different cars but you pay me the least you have to and I can't afford to go to the doctor because stupid me broke my foot when I dropped your stupid thing on my foot because you keep telling me to work faster, I can't work for you. And really, I've worked even more jobs than that so I could go on but if you are any of the above employer you can just as well tell me to go kill myself because that's what I'd rather do than to work for you. I mean, I can do anything. Literally, anything. And I don't understand why you don't hire me because I act a little be too enthusiastic in the interview and I've lost out on three good jobs this way. Or maybe it's because you're HR department is operating under the Peter Principle and you don't give a shit about me or the world anymore because you have everything you need? I can't work for you. And fuck you too. And that plan is this. At this location there is the Grand Oaks Baptist Mission. This is the place in which the whole Greene County Baptist Association pools their resources to help poor people (such as myself) with food and clothing. And thank you very much for that because I have been here a number of times and they never judge and are always friendly and helpful.
There are many challenges with this idea but I intend to take ownership of them all. For instance, first of all we need to have someone build the tiny homes for us and put them on the land. And at which point these tiny homes are occupied with the promise of volunteering in the garden a number of things need to be satisfied. The no-longer-homeless person will need to sign a waiver indicating that occupying a tiny house on this land does not constitute a contract of any kind. The occupant may leave at any time for no reason, has no right to any utilities on the property, and absolves the Grand Oaks Mission from any negligence or wrongdoing in the event of injury or some other such nonsense. And that the Grand Oaks Mission has the right to lock and/or evict a person from a tiny home at any given time for any reason. But these are all just the legal aspects that protect the philanthropist (ie Grand Oaks Mission) from any kind of repercussions resulting from the activity of attempting to reform and rehabilitate volunteer homeless individuals. We don't enter into this act with the expectation that something will go wrong. We move forward with success in mind! After all the legal absolutions come the basic needs of life. Shelter is covered but food and hygiene are not. There would need to be a free-to-use water source and I'd like it to be able to shower as well, possibly heated with winter in mind. And I imagine an outhouse is probably out of the question but there are many other options; I imagine the homeless people themselves may have some good suggestions too. One thing I've learned about people who don't have a lot of money, they tend to have a lot of skills. Electricity would be a necessity as well since these people are going to need phones to find jobs and fans to keep cool during hot summer months. Also, I envision setting them up with multiple means of transportation including, but not limited to; bus, bike, carpool, uber/lyft, church owned van, and perhaps a buddy sponsor system of some sort. And last but not least, especially in this little neighborhood, we can't expect them to be able to feed themselves because the usual amenities they are used to being homeless (such as being able to beg for money and buy/steal small bits of food from grocery stores) aren't available to them here. And I think this will be the most difficult part because someone will have to be the trustee and be able to use the facilities of the Grand Oaks Mission to cook food every morning, lunch, and/or evening. Not to mention we'll need an even greater steady stream of food going through the Mission Center. But this, as well as everything else, is merely a process, and following these processes I will personally set up in detail, these people will be safe and sound, and the neighborhood will be safe and sound, and the opportunity that these people are receiving will be the very reason why they will self police themselves for bad apples. Because it will be stressed that one bad apple could ruin this whole opportunity for everyone. And this too, even, is a difficult situation that I am prepared to deal with personally. In fact, it is my expectation that I will be the first resident of a tiny home and I will remain a permanent feature of the place until I am satisfied that the system is well enough defined and self supporting. Beyond the basics of human life; food, shelter, water, and community, these people will need access to professional help for both physical and mental illnesses. I expect that every single one of them will have multiple diagnoses but once they have a stable living environment that they are able to build from scheduling appointments to meet those needs will be far easier. Likely they will need a liaison of some sort to help them understand the process of filling out the paperwork but this won't need to be a full time person, and ideally the trustee will be able to provide this function.
And with medical and medicinal needs out of the way the next step is to get them employed and, ideally, eventually able to afford to get a rental on their own. But this post is long enough at this point and I think I've made myself relatively clear. This is a doable thing and I have been integrating with these people all my life so I know how they think, I know where they will slip up, and I KNOW some of them will make it through the whole process and back into the tax paying community. This is not something new, people are trying to do this all the time. What I'm proposing is bringing this process into the light and make it visible for society to see. These people are suffering and via this kind of help they will suffer less and in my opinion there is no excuse to live a life of lavish luxuries until everyone can enjoy them equally. Or nearly so. We can do better than this, and as long as we keep trying, we will prevail in making this world a better place. Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night, wide awake? Sure you do; it's happened to you at least once. When this happens I consider that there may be a reason for it. I don't fight it, I get up, go to the computer, and, idk, do stuff.
And this particular time I knew that I had something to write out, I had even tried to do it before going to sleep, in a journal, in bed, but I was too tired at the time. And why my body or mind felt it necessary to wake me up we shall find out presently. I need a job and people aren't returning my applications with an invite for an interview. This is largely my fault and I could always try harder but it is still frustrating. Aside from all that I do have one job prospect that continues now to avoid my calls. I need to give him one last chance this weekend and after that I suppose I'll just give up and move one. The sucky thing about this though is that the job would have been selling and installing solar panels. I mean, I can't think of a better job other than wandering around helping people in need, but that doesn't pay. What to do, what to do...I need to sleep some more on it. More later.
This here is something I wrote while our internet was down.
As Soul Reversal continues to grow-up and evolve working limbs and what-not I will come to understand what it is I’m actually doing with this. I mean, you can read in the About section what the underlying theme of this blog and webpage is but not anything, not humans, not even TV shows on major networks, know how they’re going to transform from one season to the next. So my advice to myself is to just do what you do and when it’s different, do that. One thing that I’m doing a lot right now is time-lapse videos. Mostly of clouds and mostly only an hour or two at a time because my camera and resources are limited to basics+, i.e., food/water/shelter plus, cable, internet, cell phone, digital camera, car, and other first world amenities like that. But I think the videos are turning out looking really cool. Probably they are not something that’s going to turn into an exclusive money making venture but it’s definitely basic content while I’m trying to find my footing in this brave new world of mine. Here are some examples of those time lapse videos.
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