And this particular time I knew that I had something to write out, I had even tried to do it before going to sleep, in a journal, in bed, but I was too tired at the time. And why my body or mind felt it necessary to wake me up we shall find out presently.
I need a job and people aren't returning my applications with an invite for an interview. This is largely my fault and I could always try harder but it is still frustrating. Aside from all that I do have one job prospect that continues now to avoid my calls. I need to give him one last chance this weekend and after that I suppose I'll just give up and move one. The sucky thing about this though is that the job would have been selling and installing solar panels. I mean, I can't think of a better job other than wandering around helping people in need, but that doesn't pay.
What to do, what to do...I need to sleep some more on it. More later.