Yep, I'm going to have to start over. After day two I am drunk and have smoked. The funny and crazy thing is that I was doing very well until I realized I had an obligation to entertain. I had invited a local of our apartment complex to come over and hang out, play wii, and hopefully have fun but on only day two of a sobriety and toxin purge that was not a good thing to have. And in actuality he didn't come over either! But now I know, take it easy, slow, just do what I have to. But be busy too! So work and things are good. All the distractions I can handle, really, will be the best thing. Because while I can be strong of will I still see those other things as potentially beneficial. What I need, though, is to live under circumstances where it is better to work, rest, and sleep, than to party and develop. That's all for now. I don't like journaling at night and in the dark much less. I'm tired and need to reset for tomorrow. Thank you God.
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