I'm stuck making minimum wage working for a business that seems hell bent on ruining their customer service experience to the point that they can finally close the store but all we know in there is that if we keep trying as hard as we can with our not even part time number of hours we may be able to get the store to a point that it's actually not a complete and utter disaster. Prices aren't marked right, the is no shelf mod, truck hardly gets done by the time the next truck comes in, and shelves usually aren't stocked with the truck that we do get simply because there are never enough people there to do the work that needs to be done.
And so I just spent the past two hours teeter tottering between whether I want to just look for another job or hit the express elevator to the top and tell corporate in person what they need to do to renew Hancock Fabrics in Springfield, MO to its maximum profitability but in the end new job has won out. I've seen enough of how they like to manage their store to know what kind of people I would be "dealing with" in the corporate "management" office. It's hopeless and my talents would be wasted before the swine.
This post was supposed to be my internal thought process to help me work out where now to start again and how to improve what I've done in the past to get a good job so I can say that I'm learning from my mistakes and possibly even get into a position where I can afford to get a car to ride to work in and make a difference with what I'm doing, but I no longer have the time. Always there are other things in my process and I got a little distracted improving the world in another way for someone else so that I couldn't get to doing it for myself, yet. But there will be more time later. Always more time to make this shit world a better place, really. Cause as soon as I'm out of time it's not my responsibility anymore and I can just move on. So yes, always more time to do what I need to; to do what I can. More later.