We the People want peace! With our technology today we can sustain everyone on the planet with no problems! End the terrorism of government occupation! Governments are fighting each other. Not people!
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This posting of blog information is going to be fun and possibly more informative than usual. Let me begin by saying, I have been blessed in a great many ways recently and continue to be showered with blessings, even as we speak! It has never happened like this before and the voice in the back of my mind says that it can (and will eventually) be like this forever and ever after Amen! And I know that sounds ambitious, even crazy, but let me now entreat you to a happening that just occurred and I'll finish with what is next to occur. Look at these pictures if you will. And so you see, whilst I went on a great journey of tangent thought and action since this happening it was a simple thing I had done there and it inspired thought and communication betwixt a 3 number of our fellows. I just think that it's so amazing some of these things that happen and I wish I hope and I pray that these amazing small details fill in the cracks of Your life. And how dare I pray for such a thing! :P
My next action is going to be to make a simple Youtube video where I try to cram all my thoughts and ideas about Ebay into as short a time as possible. Because I think that we all have valuable clutter around our house that we can send further in it's journey and get a few bucks back without having to sun exposure ourselves in front of our garage for hours. And what is More! I think that if you are not of the type to have fun computing, that there are those of us out there willing and able to help a fellow out with their downsizing goals and will list and sell For You on Ebay at maybe a price of 50/50 or an equivalent of $10/hour if we're talking about selling cars, trucks, houses, phones, computers, tablets and the most valuable like things. And how else would you find these people other than posting your need and/or want or skills online on your local Craigslist in the appropriate category. I won't think this all the way out for you because I think it's best the rest of the work be done by you! The consumer, or recycler, or listener, or Believer! Because with each and everyone of us helping our fellows in kind with honest to goodness help in dredging the past items up out of our lives and giving them New life for someone else can be just and profitable for all. I know it because I have done it and I wish to do it more! So you shall see my Youtube video advertising this way and my way and the other way or every which way and we shall yet renew Our Human selves and live and love as we should whilst the corporate masters and conglomerate dogma wilts and dies this Halloween year. For This! I pray to our Lord, thy will be done, Amen. :D Let's get this party started! I've been trying to figure out what to do for awhile now and it finally occurred to me to take my handful of sanity pillz and order my thoughts and tasks on this blog.
First of all I know I'm getting a call from Ebay anytime in the next hour starting from 8 am. They've got an outreach program to help people with ideas on what to do better. One thing's for sure, everything I'm doing right now I could be doing better. So it's nice that I'll be able to get an insider's knowledge. I mean, one thing I've learned about working at call centers and other different types of jobs is that if you want to know what's really going on you need to know the insiders story. And it's not feasible to work at every place you are interested in getting an insider perspective on a place so sometimes you have to figure out how to ask the right person the right questions. That one will happen and basically take care of itself. But then what? another thing I've got on the table is that I've called up the local Cares Magazine and enthused to them about how I believe they are exactly the thing that I've been thinking that Springfield needs right now. A rock solid central point for All the non-profit and helping organizations out there. A place where every other place looks to first to get their message out and update their information at outside of their own websites and outreach. That way someone can be either homeless, jobless, hungry, depressed, addicted, or bored or anything else there may be a non-profit that can help you out with something and everyone knows to point them in the same direction. One central location just for all the information of who, what, when, where, how, and why. At the very least, I've wanted to have the job in town where I am the person who knows all these things and keeps updated records. Just so I could wander around and help people simply by getting them to the doorstep of the place that offers what they need. Darn, out of time, I'm not organized yet but if I just keep doing things I should be good. As predicted, although all my actions (other than the lack of spending large sums of money) have indicated that I'm in a manic phase I was able to get a full eight hours of sleep last night. This is why I tell people and doctors that when I'm good I'm really good! Because I'm happy and productive and I don't over extend myself (something I learned well from my parents). But for me this just feels like the speed at which I'm designed to operate at. Anything slower (I've noticed while working at fast food) and my mind will wander and I make more mistakes. But when I've got the momentum going (they call it 'flow') my thoughts and actions are going at about the same pace so I keep up with myself and get a lot of things done.
For instance I finally was able to produce an edited proof-of-concept video and upload it to Youtube for my show idea "Dumpster Adventures". See, on TV they have American (nose) Pickers, Pawn Stars, House Flippers, Storage Wars, Gold mining, Crab fishing, Lumber cutting, Dirty Jobs, and even Duck Dynasty and what all these other shows have in common is that they attempt to show real people making money doing unconventional things. I make money in an unconventional way too and my idea hasn't been taken yet, dumpster diving (and selling good clean stuff on Ebay). Not only that, I'm talent enough, and interesting enough to be put on television! Wouldn't that be a weird game changer for me, having enough money to produce more projects of mine? But wait, there's More! With all this going on I intend to center all my ideas and projects around a non-profit organization called 'Saving the World Inc. Llc." And people ask me what does this company do? Well it's hard to say at this point because I don't even have the money to support myself with rent and food. But once that's settled I'll be working on stabilizing my income and outgo so that I'll be able to set other people up with exactly what else I have been doing for money and make it so that they are then making an income doing it too. Basically, if I can do it and make more than enough money then I can train someone else to do exactly what I was doing and make money doing it too. But they will have the extra added benefit of working under the umbrella of a company non-profit that is attempting to do good for the world. Yes, this is a tall, tall order. But I've been developing and kneading this concept between my conscious and subconsciousness for a long, long time and now it's just such a good idea that it's actually starting to produce effects. So long as I can stay on my medicine and do the rituals and chores I need to keep my mind and body healthy and alive I believe I have a self sustaining system that could accept the challenges of the world without being corrupted or destroyed. I have been corrupted and destroyed enough times that I know what to look out for and I know how to use a social(ism) network to keep myself grounded all the while. The plan is that no one grows rich, we just all get to be a part of something that encourages us to be ourselves without fear and make money while doing it. So that's the long story and the end game. Right now I have one more image I would like to share for what I've started on today. I need to make some money now and any more I'm not afraid to ask for help. I have a picture here of some junk I know has at least a little value and I listed it on Craigslist for lower values then what I know everyone else is listing their junk for. I'll get some inquiries and hopefully while this is stewing I'll be able to list my other things on Ebay. Make maybe $10 off of Craigslist and all I have to do is accept someone into my house for a brief moment and grow the potential of my Ebay sales, which have sustained an average of $30/business day for the past week! So, friends and family. This last message is for you. I know you will be concerned to see so much coming out of me so fast. Please know that I have been self aware for a very long time and I have been learning about myself since I was in grade school. I know very well how to move fast and careful at the same time. You've seen me move slow and still trip up. Give me just enough space to trust I'll back down before I get in over my head and I'll show you that I know what I'm talking about here. Thanks and have a great day.
sincerely, Bryan I received notice of a problem from an Ebay customer of mine. I would like to show the evidence of my problem solving skillz :D And I didn't look but there might even be a time stamp that shows how fast I was able to do this. I really like being able to be busy, do good, right wrongs, and make what I'm worth all at the same time!
Got printer ink so cheap?! Something can't be right. even the $2 shipping doesn't account for what I should get. It's probably too good to be true all the time but maybe it'll work just this one time. That would be nice!
Life is confusing and complex, no? Especially when one is asking for more of a relationship with God. So, without going into any detail at all I'm just going to post this crazy ass video. And I'm sorry to confuse you more in life but...I'm not sorry either because I want God to like me more so if not you like God at least you can like God vicariously through me, and vice versa. I promise, we're harmless. In fact, quite the opposite.
I wrote a letter to a friend of mine. I believe that if I'm writing this blog in order for people to get to know me because somehow I believe that I have a better chance in this world is more people know the truth about my beliefs. And so I want to share this letter because it's very sincere and somewhat radical but appropriate for the person and the situation. In order to protect the interested parties I'm not going to reveal names, but if you can figure it out I don't mind that you know how I feel. Like I said, I believe that I have a better chance in this world the more people that know the truth in my mind of my beliefs and intentions.
The letter. When I was in jail there was one thing which really solidified for me. It was the belief that Jesus wasn't the one to make the greatest sacrifice ever for mankind. I believe that Satan has made the greatest sacrifice ever for mankind. See, God created Satan and God is omniscient and omniloving/all loving/perfect unconditional love(ing). Therefore, God would know Satan would rebel and God would know why, and that in the end Satan wants come back to God's infinite Love. And the end would be when all humanity has bowed unconditionally to the will of God. Just like in Constantine where the angel Gabriel comes to the conclusion that humanity needs destruction and despair to better come to God because when times are at their worst people are at their best, so to speak, or maybe the best rise to the occasion, idk. But my point is that I believe that Satan is actually making the greatest sacrifice ever for mankind by knowing God's true love and believing in it so much that Satan would break from God's true love in order to be the "bad cop" in a great game of good cop/bad cop to help mankind..do whatever it is that mankind is supposed to do..and acknowledge God as our best hope for happiness and survival. It is in this capacity which I refer back to the time I said that sometimes I think you are intentionally trying to make my life harder. It isn't because I think you dislike me but that you see more in me and you are challenging me in order to become that. Because without that resistance one doesn't push back so hard; without the difficult we can't know the easy, without the good we can't know the bad; and I respect you enough that I'm going to believe without knowing now that you do understand me to this point. So while I am saying that I believe that Satan intentionally made the greater sacrifice in choosing to be away from God's love until all of mankind has turned to God and for all the right reasons and I believe that you understand this, that you are Not like Job of the bible because imo you are more like Satan. And so skipping a further description of Job I'd like to make another point. My wife told me that while I was in jail you told her, in no uncertain terms, and I quote her as telling me your words that you, "...do not believe in God..." And this to me didn't sound like you. In fact we were in the middle of a class and someone else was presenting and all of a sudden what my wife had to tell me was far more important, risking being rude to anyone else I needed to know right away how certain and in what way she was certain you had said those exact words. Because I know that you said once that I had told you I thought of you the same way. But it wasn't true, I had said, "I don'tknow if you believe in God." So now I don't know what you are doing or where you are and I care. You left a bit of a mess and we cleaned it up and I don't care, if necessary, I forgive you, but it's not even like that. You subdued me again after I assaulted you and Randi and I thank you! I broke your TV and I'm sorry! Right now I just want to know you are OK because right now I am finally doing OK enough to be able to ask that question of another human being other than myself and Randi. It's taken some time (and another hospitalization) for me to be this ok but even more than your physical well being I really need to know and want you to believe that there IS a God. I have never received evidence or an experience which proves it to me deductively but inductively I have experimented in a great many ways and have bent logic to its maximum and I do believe in faith now that the light at the end of the tunnel is not a bug zapper or a soul grinder but that there is a God, Fear is the enemy, Satan is just a bad cop, and...of the things I want to believe and know in faith, I want to know that you are ok. I found out yesterday that you did read my Facebook messages and I respect that you would not return the message. In fact, I give you the benefit of my doubt and believe that you didn't return the message for reasons which I don't understand but are to yours and mine greater benefit, or you believe that to be the case. But whether or not we ought to stay away from one another for our own best interests I do really want to know that you are OK and that you are at least not denying God's existence. I do know how God can let us suffer, and I know I haven't suffered nearly as much as many, many other people have, including you. But for the human there is always death, a final mercy to end the suffering. But if humans have immortal souls, or if there is an actual immortal Satan out there their suffering could be ever lasting! At the very least, if you can't believe that there isn't a God, please still be open to the fact that it is possible that there is a God (of some sort). And if you can't do it based on your own experiences then maybe you can do it based on mine. Do it based on anything, give up, throw in the towel, let your self go, be natural, don't care, be real, human, natural, and go to jail, or homeless, or whatever it is that breaks your strength but please,..don't give up on God, because without knowing how or why I believe that not believing that there is some sort of God is...very not good. I don't know why, but for some reason it is very concerning to me and I want to know that you are OK and you don't deny that there could be a God. love, sincerely, bryan Here's a video of a random person I approached and asked if I could video. And here's a video I made "quickly". After so many failures and restarts I needed to have any kind of finished product. This worked out kinda ok. Because I'm still trying to figure out what to do with this blog I'm going to spam this content. This is a letter I e-mailed a friend of mine and my mom's. If you care to know more of the context of the letter you can ask in the comments.
Hey K, I just wanted to let you know that I've started reading that book that you sent me "The Prayer of Jabez". And in reading your note too I have to say that I don't remember us having those conversations about God. I wonder if you could help jog my memory when that might have been. It's not a great big deal but to be honest I wouldn't have said that you were a religious person, surely spiritual, but I really do have a terrible memory. More so because it's likely every time I saw you guys in the past 5 to 10 years I was probably drinking too. And I know you must know, I've tended to drink too much when I drink, which was all the time before I started seeking medicine and other help. So this is getting long already but I just want to reiterate to you that I LOVE talking about God and the human experience. I believe there's more we can figure out and just talking about it all helps to prove our interest and train our minds to focus more on the good things and Godly things. So any time you have a prayer request or there's something going on in the world in that respect please feel free to email me about it. I actually have another friend of my mom's who does that too and I think it's extra funny because in a sense I'm accepting you in a way that i know she is very close minded about. Thanks again, sincerely, Bryan YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNQ4a7cfwMJZMbkCoWNArgQ/videos Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/bryan.a.ryder Linkedin: www.linkedin.com/in/baryder/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/ayres_ryder <--If you like uplifiting, random, and goofy messages from once a day to once every two weeks, depending on what happens. Blog: http://leadayres.weebly.com/doings-blog.html |
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